It's been a strange week up till now. Keeping my mouth shut, is not one of my greatest virtues, but I have managed to tell everybody (and I mean EVERYBODY) about my new job, except my boss. Because I want to sign my contract first. I've been sad and happy at the same time. Most of the time I don't know exactly what I feel, it's so mixed up. I think in a way I'm mourning over an opportunity gone by, the loss of nice people around me. Stepping of a road I thought I was gonna take for a while longer then I have. It's been a real roller-coaster. Somewhere inside me, I'm still afraid something will go wrong, because why should I be so lucky? But on the other hand...why not? I am learning the waiting game quite well these days...:)
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Melancholy
It's been a strange week up till now. Keeping my mouth shut, is not one of my greatest virtues, but I have managed to tell everybody (and I mean EVERYBODY) about my new job, except my boss. Because I want to sign my contract first. I've been sad and happy at the same time. Most of the time I don't know exactly what I feel, it's so mixed up. I think in a way I'm mourning over an opportunity gone by, the loss of nice people around me. Stepping of a road I thought I was gonna take for a while longer then I have. It's been a real roller-coaster. Somewhere inside me, I'm still afraid something will go wrong, because why should I be so lucky? But on the other hand...why not? I am learning the waiting game quite well these days...:)
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