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Thursday, January 29, 2009

Breathe...


In the mists of my memories,

winds stir and wake unwanted feelings.

Sobbing sadness, longing...

Loneliness so complete and dark,

stars explode before my closed eyes.

Leaving imprints of happier times,

just out of reach.

Drowning in self-pity.

Looking up to see 
diamonds shifting from blues to greens.

So many miles to cross, to break through & breathe.

Breathe in life, hope, air.

Swim & Live

Live & Breathe

Breath & Hope...


Just breathe...

A Sliver of Life...

I have been feeling quite weird lately, been growling and barking a lot, trouble getting out of bed and concentrating in general.
Didn't know what to do with myself until I realised...it's January...my 'I feel depressed, let there be light' kinda month.
Once that mystery was solved it got a bit better. But I still feel a bit under the weather.
Have the feeling that everything and everyone is passing me by with lightning speed and I just don't seem to be able to catch up.
I just want to crawl under a rock or in a corner and wait it out... fortunately for me...this kind of mood always gives me inspiration. And good photos make me happy...I'm coming full circle once again..:)

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Lensbaby Bliss



Been playing with my Lensbaby again. Got to love the little bugger.
The weather was bleh all day, so I went hunting for strange flowers and found one...



Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Purring Like a Little Kitten....

Last week I literally bumped into an old flame of mine.
We met at Oerol a couple of years ago.
He had a bad case of the hick-ups, if I ever saw one.
So I suggested a fun way to get rid of it by sexual oxygen shortage...otherwise know as bad-ass kissing.
For I had walked all over his back on my flip-flops in a full packed bar...and that didn't work.
So what's a helpful young woman got to do then...
The funny thing was...he didn't get it immediately, but when he did...my shortness of breath had nothing to do with lip-action.
And all to do with running and laughing and running at the same time, being dragged across the road in a frenzy...almost passing my tent at a thundering speed.
I really had to throw out the anchors to stop D and me.
And that night..well let's say we really enjoy each-others company.

Somehow he always brings a big smile on my face when we meet.
And the feeling is quite mutual. We have a 1,5 m rule, it's the distance we have to keep if we want to converse in a normal way.
Because when we forget or ... I see his eyes getting that naughty sparkle and feel my eyes glow in return, cheeks flushed.
A step closer and we are in danger of assaulting each-other in a crowded room.
So there he was...that healthy, testosterone hunk of a man. And I felt myself radiating sexual energy all over the place.
Almost surprised I didn't set things on fire. Kissing him on the cheeks, bending over and smelling him, I didn't want to step away. Just being near to him, makes me wanna curl up on his lap and purrrrrrrrrr.

Unfortunately for me, he has a girlfriend and he's totally and utterly in love and loyal to boot. Got to love the man for that. And I'm glad for him, to know that wondering restless soul has found it’s match and is happy.

We were never relationship material. We are on two completely different wavelengths, two big ego's, two creative spirits, too dominant and too attached to our freedom and solitude...but who cares. For when we are near each-other and we don't speak...one hour is enough to make me smile and skip for a week. I’m still skipping...

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy New Year!!!

Went to Scheveningen this morning to photograph the yearly New Year's Dive. It was crazy. So many people, so much fun, I couldn't get the grin off my face even if I tried. It was sometimes hard to take pictures, because I was laughing so loud, it hurt. So most of my picts aren't as sharp as I wanted to, but I don't mind...I wanna do it again and again and again. Wow, I can trive on these good vibes for weeks...:)
It all seems so quiet when you look at the picts above...but this is what it felt like to be in the middle of it all...

And there were a lot of crazy people out there all dressed up, like carnaval only so much more fun...